Why I Quit FB Lives and said PHUCK the Spiritual Community!!!

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When you are in a position like I'm in, which is basically a person with a really big heart and just giving of myself; you get to see...and people really show themselves for who and what they truly are beyond your imagination sometimes and/or expectations. When this happens, you get to a point on this journey where you have to choose SELF over the whole because you could be putting your all out to not be appreciated. You get to a point where you have to make a decision. When you constantly put yourself out to people, and they're like, "Phuck you!"

It becomes a battle within myself because even those people are learning from what I'm bringing...they're being healed somewhat in some instances because I'm actually offering them something. I've offered and poured countless hours into: a free documentary to awaken and spark healing in the wombs, a guide on total and complete healing, and countless videos on ascension, healing, growth, living free, and love. I even offer the lowest prices I possibly can on my Zen Wombs products because I seriously take into consideration what my people may and may not be able to afford. But the on the other hand, it's a drain to myself. It's a pain within myself.

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"So I realized in the journey that I was focused on the all; what everybody else needs and wants and trying to please everybody else...not even please; but bringing to everybody else what I have that's special in me. I saw that nobody was taking advantage of it...so that's crushing.

On that note, I came to...PHUCK THEM! But, in the midst of that, there goes those cries of those people that have been forgotten; and even with them, I'll never know if I'll come into the group of the people who really appreciate me; who I am."

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I'll go out and help these people that everyone forgot about, and as soon as they get up and they start to come in their remembrance, they'll phuck me too. So now, I go into it because I HAVE TO GO GET THOSE PEOPLE THAT EVERYBODY FORGOT; I'm going to do it. I'm going to put my all into it. I'm going to think for them when they can't think for themselves. But now, I'm doing it with no expectations!

Now I will expect the worst and if I get the best, that's awesome; because I have faith in Source, I know Source will send me the people that appreciate me and my work. I overstand now that, that will only come with me giving myself FREELY.

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"Freely giving what I have, giving the love that I have, without expectation. No matter how much I'm being hurt, I'll just keep giving what I have; because a day is going to come when they're not going to able to hurt me anymore because they won't even be able to reach me."

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I overstand that these people won't even be around me anymore; they won't be in my space or able to reach out to me. All they will be able to do is watch me online. What they watch will be SO BEAUTIFUL and they will realize that they once had access to that. But because I've been doing what I'm doing WITH expectation, I've put myself in a ruckus because I'm getting hurt out of it; so I can't fully be or fully do because I'm getting hurt in it...but if I did it with no expectation, it would be no phuckin hurt, it would be no pain because I didn't expect anything from them anyway. It would be more like, "Look at them, that's why I'm here for them anyway because they are GONE!"

I wasn't like that though, because I honestly wanted love returned, because I never received it anyway due to the same situation; MY LIFESTYLE. Because of my lifestyle people weren't loving me, and I wanted acceptance for that; and I brought it into my work...and that was my bad.

Transmute and Alchemize!

That's apart of my healing and apart of my journey in what I just learned. It was an AWESOME LESSON though; because I got the lesson. The lesson to love them anyway and love them without expectations; then no matter what happens in that, you didn't expect it either way. But because you constantly love with expectation, it why that's that's all you're going to get mirrored; because they made me retaliate, they made me not be open, and not love back fully because I'm being hurt so phuck that. So, I wasn't even getting them, I was getting what I was putting out because of the result; so I was creating that...I'm not being 100%, because I'm constantly being hurt and bothered.

But if I'm unbothered, I can be unscathed. Just be unbothered by it, don't do it with expectation; just LOVE, LOVE, LOVE! When they hate, just close my eyes to it; just LOVE LOVE! Because if I just LOVE, LOVE, that love HAS to boomerang! It has to come back to me and then that means that LOVE LOVE is just going to grow with me and around me while they just hatin'. So I'm just going to do my job now without expectations, and what I've come to is, I'm going to go get those STARS in the hood that everybody forgot about...

I know that LOVE is the universal binding force and that is what I choose to stand in and be...UNIVERSAL UNCONDITIONAL LOVE...

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~Ceka~

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